Sometimes I ask myself
Why cant I find the words
When it's me and you or with everyone else
I gotta try not to make the silence worse
Even when someone tries
I cannot join the dots
I cant look at them in the eyes
My thoughts get tangled up in knots
But I don't understand this feeling
That grows in day by day
One I fail at concealing
Also one I cant convey
I know that it takes time
Lots of time, I need
So much so that if you get a dime
A millionaire, you're guaranteed
But I know everyone meant well
Their intentions all so great
Throwing opportunities for everyone to propel
To let everyone fill up their blank slate
We're on opposite ends of the pole
And although it may balance
One day, one side will tip over
And that I cannot control
But if there's one thing I know
Is that I'll still be here
I'll do my best not to let go
Although that's one thing I fear
I never thought
It would actually take a toll
To the point where all I sought
Was to be all alone
So ironic though, isn't it
How humans work and operate
And if being awkward is what you need
Don't look for Lin Said
Du vet jeg elsker deg.
Goodbye
