"I dont know if you felt that or not.
But it felt like two people kissing after hours of thinking about it.
It felt like two people talking after nights of silence.
It felt like two people touching after weeks of being numb.
It felt like two people facing each other after months of looking away.
It felt like two people in love after years of being alone.
And it felt like two people meeting each other, after an entire lifetime of not meeting each other."
And i think that despite all that, we did feel the same thing, but differently.
"I am far more delicate than you can possibly imagine. You need to move slowly."
And i know you are too.
"And their shape and their hair and their eyes and their smell and their voice. That suddenly, these things can exist and you're not quite sure how they existed without you knowing about them before."
And even though i knew they existed, i never knew that it could mean a whole lot more than before.
"Of course it's complicated. If it wasn't, i probably wouldn't be interested in you."
That's why i'm not walking way, don't you ever think that the troubles and complications that you have are not meant to be shared, cause yes sometimes that's the last thing we want to do, but sometimes, someone just wants to be there to go through it with you.
"And it may look to you like i'm just walking through your city with my head held high. But in my head, i am not in your city."
Never, ever was. Not even once.
"I pray that you're ok. That it's ok. I pray all the parts of you that I remember are still there. I pray that you're happy. Even if it's not with me."
Because.. I'll just keep this part in my head..
#IWroteThisForYou
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