Into Lin's head #7.

JUST SO YOU KNOW.

I think and worry about you every day.

How's your day been?

Did you go out today?

Did you have a good meal at home or outside?

Did anyone make you smile and laugh?

Did you do something you liked?

Did you sleep late last night?

Because you were gaming?

Because you were having late night thoughts? 

Because you were talking to someone you enjoy talking to?

Did you have thoughts that made you smile?

Did anyone step on your toes and made you upset?

Did the people who made you smile yesterday make you smile today?

I guess it is somewhat true

That love isn't and doesn't work the same way for everyone

That when you do have love for someone

You care for them (and yourself) much differently

It changes many things.

I'm feeling a sense of

serenity

acceptance

almost emptiness

which is almost calming

but so odd to me.

I think and worry about you every day.

I want to be there

To hear you speak of your day.

Heck, you can even tell me things from two months ago.

I'll listen.

I want you to tell me things.

As you would to anybody else.

I think and worry about you every day.

Even though you told me not to.

And I wish you hadn't told me that.

Because I can't help it.
You're always there.