Into Lin's head #2.

 Do you think that we (subconsciously/selectively) choose

the things that make us happy?

Do you think that we (subconsciously/selectively) choose

to allow only certain people to make us happy?

Think about it,

Two different people

Can do the exact same thing to/for you

But wouldn't that voice in your head tell you

That one person doing it made you feel happier

Than the other person did?

Possible, isn't it?

If only i could put into words,

If only you know,

How insanely happy you made me feel that day.

A type of happy i haven't felt in a while..

A type of happy i wouldn't allow just anyone to give to me..

A type of happy i wish i could keep..

A type of happy i wish only i had..

Yes, i do believe that if there's something that makes you happy,

Share it,
If it's positive,
Don't be selfish and

Let others feel that happy too.

But there are also

Some kinds of happy

Which you strive or crave for

Just for yourself.

A personal kind of happy,
A type of happy you set for yourself,
A type of happy only you can determine you deserve.

I really genuinely hope you'll find it someday.

Till then.

"I, I, I, I, I want to love you
But if it's not right what can I do?"