November 9th thoughts in rhymes.

Sometimes I ask myself

Why cant I find the words

When it's me and you or with everyone else

I gotta try not to make the silence worse

Even when someone tries

I cannot join the dots

I cant look at them in the eyes

My thoughts get tangled up in knots

But I don't understand this feeling

That grows in day by day

One I fail at concealing

Also one I cant convey

I know that it takes time

Lots of time, I need

So much so that if you get a dime

A millionaire, you're guaranteed

But I know everyone meant well

Their intentions all so great

Throwing opportunities for everyone to propel

To let everyone fill up their blank slate

We're on opposite ends of the pole

And although it may balance

One day, one side will tip over

And that I cannot control

But if there's one thing I know

Is that I'll still be here

I'll do my best not to let go

Although that's one thing I fear

I never thought

It would actually take a toll

To the point where all I sought

Was to be all alone

So ironic though, isn't it

How humans work and operate

And if being awkward is what you need

Don't look for Lin Said

Du vet jeg elsker deg.

Goodbye